2B1 Gemini Syndrome

They say I'm off the deep end
But I don't care
I never learned to swim
I went to war with all my inner demons
But killing me is just the same as killing them
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I really thought that I could play the game
I really thought that I could solve the mystery
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Is it all for nothing?
I'm running out of energy
Is anybody hearing me?
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I spent some time with my depression
Just to learn it's all a state of mind (a state of mind)
I guess I choose to live with the infection
And hope the fever finally breaks before my spirit does
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I really thought that I could win the game
I really thought that I could solve the mystery
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Is it all for nothing?
I'm running out of energy
Is anybody hearing me?
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Oh, but you push and you pull and you ache and you bleed til the end of your days
Then you keep pushing and pulling and aching and bleeding until you decay
Until you decay!
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I really thought that I could beat the game
I really thought that I could solve the mystery
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Is it all for nothing?
I'm running out of energy
Is anybody hearing me?
All for nothing
I'll keep pushing endlessly
Maybe there's a victory to be won