if I could I would Tove Lo

I'm standing at the sink
Stare into my sleepless eyes
Wonder what you'd think if you saw me tonight
I can't really decide if I wanna look fragile or hot
Whatever's gonna get your attention
♪
Dark obsession of ribs I count
New perfection ideal in mind
I'm so desperate to be your kind
Where's your empathy?
♪
If I could, I would
Think I wouldn't be over you
If I could, I would
My broken heart is relentless
If I could, I would
Think I wouldn't just act all cool
If I could, I would
Can't eat, can't sleep, anorexic
♪
Wish I was a different person, but I'm stuck with me
I keep being destructive and lie in therapy
I can't really decide if I wanna get better or not
Whatever's gonna get your attention
♪
Dark obsession of ribs I count
New perfection ideal in mind
I'm so desperate to be your kind
Where's your empathy?
♪
If I could, I would
Think I wouldn't be over you
If I could, I would
My broken heart is relentless
If I could, I would
Think I wouldn't just act all cool
If I could, I would
Can't eat, can't sleep, anorexic