Gaslight Sara Beth

I know the feeling of feeling like you’d rather not feel at all
Tried regulating self medicating with flowers and alcohol
I’ve starting hating my own mothers baby
Feeling like I’m 2 feet tall
Been patiently waiting for all of this crazy to turn into something tangible
♪
At this point I
I’m just trying to get by
They say to stop and smell the flowers
But I can’t find the time
At this point Im
Just gaslighting my mind
They say it’s all about willpower
So I smile and say I’m fine
♪
I know what it’s like to be screaming inside
My mind tells me such dirty lies
It’s always something all the time
Yeah it feels like
I’m always walking on an incline
Getting wrinkles under my eyes
Why am I never really satisfied?
♪
Oh I
I’m just trying to get by
They say to stop and smell the flowers
But I can’t find the time
At this point Im
Just gaslighting my mind
They say it’s all about willpower
So I smile and say I’m fine
♪
I know the feeling of feeling like a walking piece of trash
Not getting out of bed till it’s 3pm cause I’m in my head and I’d rather just sit here on my ass
♪
At this point I’m just gaslighting my mind
No really
At this point I’m just gaslighting my mind
No really I’m fine
At this point I’m just gaslighting my mind
No really
At this point I’m just gaslighting my mind
Gaslighting my mind